Thursday, June 26, 2008

Table for 1....

so Im in class waiting to start. Its the 1st day of english class which I didnt wanna go through. Like cmon its my summer man I need to make that cash n jus chill out. Well.... I kinda did that already ahahaha for like 5 months. Im really only doing this to make the parents happy so whatever. And on top of that its one less class I have to worry about when I start in Sept. So again I say whatever........These days its been alot of whatevers. I kno what your thinking; why dont I care so much these days? Well to be honest with Im not too sure myself. Maybe its beause Im tired of all the shit Ive been through, maybe Im just not in a good mood. Who knows. All I can say is that for some reason I feel like I need to go on hiatas. Ive never done that before. Maybe its something I need. No worries about daily life. Just looking out for number 1. I came across this thought while I was at dinner today by myself. YES I go out alone for dinner, Table FOR 1. Ive been going out alone since I was able to go out in general lol I dont mind I dont feel like a loner. I feel like a lone ranger if anything hah. So to people who always need someone to go out, try going by yourself for once. Its not that bad. You tend to think alot about your life and you may learn a thing or two about yourself. It doesnt hurt :p

All I know for me these days is that my summer we'll get kinda lonesome but hey I dont mind.

Whatever......

On a brighter note I may get a new car with standard transmission so hopefully I will get what Ive been yearning for since I started driving *crossing fingers*

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