Cold

Sooooo, I have some viral cold goin on and I feel like shittttttttttttttt. To everyone who will see me in the nex few days........BEWARE FOR YOU MAY BE THE NEXT VICTIM!

Standard

So i went to the dealership today with my mother and we talked about me getting a new car. The odds? about 95% chance that I will be trading in my 07 civic for a new 08 civic but manual transmission.

So Ive come to realize that shit we go through in life is the standard life of living. No Pun intended lol But the funny thing about standard is that we do have more control but we just have no idea that we do. (No pun intended) =P

Table for 1....

so Im in class waiting to start. Its the 1st day of english class which I didnt wanna go through. Like cmon its my summer man I need to make that cash n jus chill out. Well.... I kinda did that already ahahaha for like 5 months. Im really only doing this to make the parents happy so whatever. And on top of that its one less class I have to worry about when I start in Sept. So again I say whatever........These days its been alot of whatevers. I kno what your thinking; why dont I care so much these days? Well to be honest with Im not too sure myself. Maybe its beause Im tired of all the shit Ive been through, maybe Im just not in a good mood. Who knows. All I can say is that for some reason I feel like I need to go on hiatas. Ive never done that before. Maybe its something I need. No worries about daily life. Just looking out for number 1. I came across this thought while I was at dinner today by myself. YES I go out alone for dinner, Table FOR 1. Ive been going out alone since I was able to go out in general lol I dont mind I dont feel like a loner. I feel like a lone ranger if anything hah. So to people who always need someone to go out, try going by yourself for once. Its not that bad. You tend to think alot about your life and you may learn a thing or two about yourself. It doesnt hurt :p

All I know for me these days is that my summer we'll get kinda lonesome but hey I dont mind.

Whatever......

On a brighter note I may get a new car with standard transmission so hopefully I will get what Ive been yearning for since I started driving *crossing fingers*

1st Timer

So Im back on the blogging seen muahahahaha. I WAS on livejournal for awhile back in those thought provoking days but I dispatched myself from it. But until my brother Jo Castles convinced me to start up again. SO HERE I AM! News on my life? ALOT Long story short lets just say it was one hell of a ride. Cmon we're talking about 2 years of no blogging so Ill start fresh.

K so Im 20 years old and im STILL goin to debuts! lol And on top of that Im not just attending them but Im part of them! lol its been like that since debuts started which was 2 years ago for me =P A few weeks ago I attended and was a part of Neysa Tumbokuns debut. A day later I start practising for Megan Reyes debut. I swear I think Im king of debuts cuz they keep getting at me ahaha So for megans we have 3 dances. Vienese Waltz, Fox Trot and Tango. Her debut is in september meaning we have a little more then 2 months to learn all 3 dances. The shitty thing is is that ppl have been very inconsistent in showing up and the choreographer just plain sucks at explanations. Another thing is shes trying to force 2 competely different counts together. Meaning, for example, the waltz has a 3 count but the song has a 4 count. so we have to force the 3 count with the 4 count. STUPID you dont force shit like that dancing should be natural lol. cmon lady give these rookies a brake dont make their 1st debut a hard one. Its suppose to be fun and easy and still look great. TRUST ME I KNOW! lol...........a little too much I think.......=P